She is You....

She moves with such grace and reverence

With eyes ablaze no one shall conquer

Such an exuberant spirit as hers...

Arms outstretched, including all

She loves fearlessly, shunning naught

And the fierceness of her love ignites

That love at the depths of the soul.

Don't bother to try a surface love

For she will slice you down

With the way she sees All

Holding a mirror to insecurities

Til tears will gently fall....

No shame...open up.... tell her-

Whisper your love. Be exposed

And the gently surrendered whispers

They echo from deep within 

Only to discover she is you-

And you knew it all along.....

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Nowhere to Hide

And here it is, the fear slowly returning,

Pieces left behind now burning....

Deep in my spine.....

.

And here it is, Memories returning,

Glimpses are concerning...

stirring in my mind......

.

My heart now swirls to this.....

My energy returns to this......

There is no chance to resist.... 

There is nowhere to hide.....

.

Vulnerable, I melt

Exchanges are felt

A deep friendship is built

In a love that isn't defined....

.

My heart now swirls to this....

My energy returns to this.....

There is no chance to resist....

There is nowhere to hide....

.

Grateful for this lesson

Intimacy has arisen

Taken forth from this season

In this Autumn so divine.....

.

My heart now swirls to this......

My energy returns to this....

There is no chance to resist.....

There is nowhere to hide....
There is just nowhere to hide.....

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Back into the Mind, Into the Body

Back to the touch I swirl and fall,

Swirl and fall onto my knees

Where lust lurks like a fog

So that I can no longer see....

No longer seeing or feeling

Trapped in the body and mind

Feeling full unable to give

Anymore of myself to rise...

Frustration turns into sexual energy

As I take my lover in my arms

Nothing more than physical passion

As I fall in this tangled destruction

Tense body, rigid muscles

As I firmly take hold

Dominating and disconnected

No love is made at all....

Down into this world of pain I retreat

Where open wounds bleed

Avoiding the self again and again is to live in this torture.....

Until my mind is once again freed.

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Purging

I can see tears when by chance we meet

You're on the verge of crying

I can feel the desperation clinging

it makes me just feel like crying...

Fear of letting go of your daughter dying

Is something so foreign to me.....

Grief is so thick, I can't seem to see

My walls are steadying me

 Polite conversation eludes me

And it moves me more than words

to see you suffer...

And it moves me more than words

that I make it worse...

Why do you do this to yourself?

I'd understand if you shunned me

The pain of missing your child

Now that I have grown-

the way your daughter

never will.....

And it rocks me to feel your grief

to see your eyes well with tears

I can feel this desperation clinging to me more

so much so that I cannot breathe.....

Please don't talk to me, please let me go

I can't handle you staring so...

Desperation clings to me of a life lost long ago

It won't bring her back to speak with me

I wish I could to stop your pain.

Please, set yourself free.....

For this desperation of clinging to me

is causing deep anxiety.

Walls are built to prevent friendships

Invisible I hide.

I can't feel this way again

desperately you cling to every passing moment-

the time I spent with your daughter sends echoes

of laughter through the air

expecting her to be there

even after all these years.....

Let it go, dear Mother, let it go

I release myself from your invisible grasp

and move away from your clinging....

Help yourself, you will not forget her

Stop blaming yourself for her death.

If you could have prevented it

You would have exchanged your life instead.

I know this...........

For years I felt guilty for living

this beautiful life.

But now I know its about letting go

So now I've moved on with my life.

I still remember her brightest smile and her

devilish loud laugh

But I owe it to life itself to live it

As even you as her Mother does.

Deeper Than Words

Swirling passion collides in this fury of fire

Rhythm moves and bends and flows

Energy vibrates within the body and 

Radiates its invisible waves across

Where the music keeps playing

Where inhibitions are discarded 

Where energies mingle- 

Where there are no thoughts, 

No judgments, no insecurities,

No expectations....

And speaking mere words seems so empty,

a ridiculous way to communicate,

For more is occurring on different levels

on the energy that we radiate

Where songs of devotion echo into the night,

Resonating into the sky, 

Sharing love with beautiful souls

I have never felt so high-

by allowing their energy to connect,

to the depth of becoming 'one'

Freedom, freedom, sweet freedom...

Where skin tingles under the droplets of sweat,

and endorphin's float through your system

Causing that outer beautiful surrender,

Riding that high, that floating sensation

No drugs, no alcohol, just collective love.....

So i'll dive into that collective way

and go deeper than words-

I'll allow it to encapsulate me

to love, to nurture, to enrich my life

in ways that can't be spoken or heard.

Death of old Views, Re-birth, Timelessness and Helping Others

I run through the mountains and streams

and I perish again and again in my dreams

Over and over 'til time is an illusion

Releasing the pain and panic it brings

Until there is nothingness; no name, no titles,

No clinging to yesterday, to people, to desires

Just the unchanging truth and inner knowing

Like hearing the distant and faint callings

of the voices of the lives lived before

With the vortex swirling in their eyes

Drawing me me into their previous lives

Peering to the depth of their souls

The past brought forward to this time

Bringing the ancient unrecorded way

to this sensual living in modern life

This swirling energy within and without,

Seeks to merge with other's energy about

Making the connections we all yearn for.

And so now i'll delve a little deeper

for those who need to know.

To make their path that little sweeter

I'll float through the oceans, cliffs, mountains

and streams, deep into the dark caves

Hoping to help the spiritual seeker

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Deeper Teachings: Echoes of the Heart

As I glide into the earth her dried arteries take me deeper, deeper...

Deeper....til darkness is within....within and without

til all moves into One, joined, united, tied

Delving to a depth never before gone....

And the singing escapes from parting lips,

as the rhythmic movements begin to sway to the melodic song

smoothly, effortlessly, oh I love how this tastes

for there is a sweetness in the air, a lightness underfoot

a swirling in my heart as it echoes into the earth

Freedom of the mind, release negativity

let go and increase energy......

Freedom of the mind, release negativity

let go and increase energy.....

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