Wednesday, 22 January 2014

The Guitarist

You sit and play your guitar
Lost between two worlds
I venture back in time
as I listen to you play
oh, beautiful stranger
you don't belong in this time.
Young women playing flutes
dance gracefully before me
wearing white cotton dresses-
hair long and flowing...
Laughter and grace fills the air....
And still you play
I watch you caress the strings
Eyes closed you are so gentle
Peacefully you play....
Thank you for sharing
The message you are sending 
Is heard by me
in this chance meeting-
this beautiful reverie.
Photograph by +Tony Heyward Images 


Sunday, 19 January 2014

Shadow

Depression...anxiety...
This changing.....
I am spiraling
Am I out of control?
Do I make any sense?
Confusion arises once again
Am I all alone?
Grew out of my old friends
Can't talk about the weather
or things that don't matter
Fakeness makes me nauseous
Disdain beckons at my door
There are bigger issues 
that are being ignored
Frustration, anger.....
The irony is disturbing
Energy- sapping negativity residing
Passion is a double- edged sword






Thursday, 9 January 2014

Veritas

Buy another car, another house,
more furniture, new clothes...
Go to the gym in the hope that it changes you 
Avoid that little voice, that yearning for something else
coming from inside of your head.
Put that 'brick wall' up to hide who you truly are
Ask no questions and hear no lies.
Go to bed and have a restless sleep
Wake up and go to that uninspiring job
Until one day something inside of you
Coming from deep within is gonna yell 'STOP-
Stop living just for myself, stop ignoring that inner voice,
and start working out what I really want.'
Freedom, Freedom, FREEDOM, FREEDOM.....
It's just over that hill. First face yourself.
Face yourself and all will fall into place.
Conquer that ceaseless chattering within your mind
Surrender to that which you are- all that you are.
Glorious unveiled you- take that mask down,
fear not for divinity courses through your veins-
through all of our veins. Beautiful, all loving divinity
It's just waiting to be uncovered.


Monday, 6 January 2014

Love

Love is knowing your true self-
delving to your core to reveal your soul
Love is connecting deeply with another
so that mere touch is not enough....
Love is having the strength and courage
to be wonderfully vulnerable
Love is tears- both of pain and joy
to be uncovered with another
Love is living, breathing sweet air
swirling warmth coming forth
Love is making connections
allowing the synergy of energy
Love is light- beautiful and pure
seeping deep into your soul
Love is a feeling that lasts
It is not a promise, or ownership
of each other or of things we hold.
Love requires no thought, no power,
no servants, slaves or maids.
It is the greatest equalizer ever felt
It is the richest experience ever had
It is eternal ignited energy-
shining and thrusting through all time 

Image from www.lightworkersworld.com

Thursday, 2 January 2014

Shifting

What is this pull, this feeling
coming from within?
Everything is changing-
the way I look at things.
Little details impress me
such beauty do I see.
Even in little snails
and their shimmering trails-
they glitter in the sun....
Just what has begun?
I am changed.
Thoughts are rearranged.
My mind is shifting
beauty is existing.
Challenged belief structures
Now are ruptured
and sprayed on the earth,
making pieces of a puzzle
join together on this search.
Stay patient, don't struggle.
This is a shift on my journey
A beautiful road I am travelling
to self discovery and all I can be.











Monday, 30 December 2013

Ancient Melodies

Melodies distantly echo
somewhere deep within my mind
Eyes closed I float for a while
and relax into my slumber.....
Is this a dream? Should I awaken?
I sense something has changed.
I open my eyes. I feel my body tense
I am somewhere near trees....
somewhere I have never been....
seeing things I have never before seen....
hearing notes sung I have never before heard
'Go deeper' says a smooth soothing voice
I begin to relax 
I feel my skin grow cold as goosebumps form
the air suddenly damp and cool.....
Tingling on the top of my head,
light pressure between my eyes....
I slowly float toward the singing....
I am pulled by the power, lured by the grace.
I see a glow up ahead as the singing grows louder.
This is a dream I love, I say to myself
'Fear not, for you have the power'
I keep moving toward that beautiful melody
and I see:-
Many women sitting around a fire
in the dark of night.
Singing beautiful songs,
long hair wild and flowing,
faces beautifully aglow.
I seem invisible-
able to look on.
These women look to
the stars and sing their song-
joined together in perfect unison
Harmonies enter my ears
and echo in my mind.
Such haunting melodies
swirl in the dense night air.
Such sweet sounds linger
I sit behind them and close my eyes
I feel a smile creep across my face
as I allow myself to be caressed by the singing
I open my eyes- a woman stands before me,
confusion enters my mind- can she see me?
I feel myself standing up in her presence
She has such power, such grace I am overwhelmed
I bow my head in reverence....
I summon the courage to look forward
She looks me in the eyes
hers are as black as the night sky
Black round spot between her eyebrows
which is painted perfectly round.
We stand with our eyes locked
for what seems like an eternity.
She smiles at me and taps me on my back
Once more I am in my room, but....
with a vibrating warmth on my back,
which seeps through to my chest 
leaving a warm glow..... 
What a beautiful dream
What a beautiful sight
What beautiful sounds remain within my mind!


Art from 'The Path of Baraka' http://lasendadebaraka.blogspot.com.ar/




Monday, 23 December 2013

The Machine

A machine, that's what I am.....
A feeling-less, automatic human just trying to do my job
It's better this way, no one in and no one out
I can't get hurt and other peoples pain can't seep into my skin.
I can't breathe in their liquid problems and drown in my
incapacitated water- filled lungs. Drowning, slowly drowning.....
Don't touch me, please don't....I don't want to feel anymore
I can't feel anymore despair, anguish or pain- I am filled to the brim-
Water is spilling..... spewing over the cup. I am disgusted as I wipe a tear
from my wet eye. Think nothing, feel nothing....Yes, I can do this
I can go on living this autonomous life. I won't surrender. I can't....
A machine, that's what I am.......
Nothing......I want to feel nothing....I don't need anything more in my life.
Darkness....Nothing but darkness. As I lay and listen to the clock chime.
I have to get up for work in three hours, and yet sleep has not met me.
I need something to numb me, something to help me sleep....
Oh, give me my sweet nectar, sublime smoothness from beginning to end.
Another glass sends me floating in my sweet, sweet body's release.
No thoughts, no feelings.....the world turns black as I fall into a dreamless sleep.
Up again ready for another day of work, tired I drive ignoring the void I feel.
Work is the same, playing the cat and mouse game- adrenaline kicks in.
I avoid confronting this constant void, if adrenaline is pumping.
Years and years of living like this, in this pattern, feeling this darkness.
A machine, that's what I am......
Until the birth of our first son, the first feeling of light entered
it stirred this unconditional love- so beautifully emancipating.
And so started the beautiful journey- this void filled with love.
Now felt often with a glow in my heart.
To love in an open way is not a weakness at all.
I found love sets you free, the darkness within is all but gone.
                                                           Artwork 'Failing Sun' by JOFX